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26th August 2007

Psycho killer, que’est-ce que c’est

Anna is back! She’s eating at the moment… I wonder where she’s been…

I know variety is what makes life interesting, but when it comes to mood swings, variety is just plain mean.
One moment I’m all happy and smiley, looking forward to going to school and seeing my friends again, where I will point and laugh at the year sevens who have to go through three years of geography, music and design technology - subjects I was glad to drop for my GCSE course.
The next moment I feel panic nauseous and suicidal, because a) I have to write letters for work experience and it’s just sitting in the back of my mind, nibbling away at me like some kind of parasite, b) I have to buy shoes for school, damnit, and c) I’ve convinced myself that I’m in love (read: lust) with someone who absolutely hates me and is a total arse.
Then comes stage three, the insane psycho killer (I have an urge to say que’est-ce que c’est). Running around like a lunatic, wide eyes, dilated pupils, swearing to exterminate anything that so much as dares to stand in the way of me and my sanity. The irony here of course, is that I am the one standing in the way of my own sanity. Needless to say, this eventually leads to self-destruction of the soul.
Damn hormones :grr:

Tagged: blah, I cant think of another tag for this post, psychoticism, ramblings.
Posted at 4:26 pm |

Comments

Alyssa
On August 26, 2007 at 5:43 pm.
It scares me that I can say with sincerity: I know how you feel. Especially this bit: “I’ve convinced myself that I’m in love (read: lust) with someone who absolutely hates me and is a total arse.” Except that I don’t think he hates me :up:.

I hope you find some really nice shoes.
Colin
On August 27, 2007 at 2:33 am.
I’m sorry to say that I didn’t really read the post, but I just needed you to know that this is one of the most polished and beautiful WordPress designs I have ever seen.
kitty
On August 27, 2007 at 6:22 am.
Hi.
Why don’t you just write these letters so they stopnibbling [that’s some advice I could use myself)
Roni
On August 27, 2007 at 11:02 am.
Yay! Anna is back! I’ll have to party with you later.

About the rest of the stuff, seriously, my heart transplant idea might work… You can be my test subject. *picks up medical book*
Lisa
On August 27, 2007 at 1:18 pm.
Tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish! You’re back! Ever since I got my blog back online I spent hours looking for Jazz Kitten because it was my favorite site ever… and it was just gone I wanted to link it so bad, and tell you that I was back and reading your stuff… well, I am now I’ll go find a link button and put you up right away!

P.S. You are Tish from Jazz Kitten, right?
Lisa
On August 27, 2007 at 3:14 pm.
Oh yay! I’m glad you still exist on the webs, so many people I used to love reading have totally disappeared. I did the same of course, so can’t blame anyone, but it’s kind of sad

Hey, where do I find a link button?
Alex
On August 27, 2007 at 8:17 pm.
Hurray, Anna’s back!

I’m feeling panicked about school as well. I mean, I have to go to Maze Day (the day when you get your schedule, etc.) and I’m pretty nervous. School doesn’t start until September 5th, so I should enjoy the last week of summer. x_x Good luck with writing letters for work experience. I have absolutely no work experience whatsoever. Unless you count mowing the elderly lady next doors lawn.
Anna
On August 28, 2007 at 11:16 am.
Hey, I know what you feel! It’s the same with me, I change mood all the time… And what can I say? I’m going to start STUDIES in a forgein country! Btw, you really speak some Polish? Then you can talk to me!
And I agree with Colin - the design is great.